You held my hand

Forcing me to fall deep

I refused to

Even shut my eyes to it

But you were much stronger

Dragged me so hard with a tight grip

Now that I’m too far to come out

You want to pull me out

Even if I wanted to

I can’t come out

I’m so frightened now

‘Cause I’m scared when I finally fall deep

You wouldn’t be there to hold me

And I might just be too scarred

Too scarred to need surgery

I wish you weren’t that strong

To push me into it in the first place

Much more, too deep